caffeine high

chain me with these melodic heartbeat
i'm caffeine high
i'm thinking of you inside

oh no, not now
i don't believe what i see
i won't believe what i feel

my heart is torn
guarded
damaged
and it will never be yours
left with desperation alone
still i'm daydreaming for hours

force me to smell the scent of you
i'm caffeine high
i do want you to be mine

entwined

this thing
this sudden thing
blinds me with hope
i see no one but you

i won't break
everyone's watching
won't let them know
oh, how i miss you so

hush dear... let's keep it quiet
hold my hand, let me be
time stops as we stand still
us daydream in serenity

belum ada judul

bukan cuma kamu
bukan cuma aku

dunia ini punya kita
hanya kita yang punya
hanya kita yang mampu bercerita... berbisik manja

tentang remang rembulanku bersamamu
rintik hujan saat kita berselimut dalam cinta
desir angin dari kisi-kisi jendela
gugur daun dan kuntum bunga terakhir

p.s. spontaneously made, out of the blue. untitled, still.
any idea?

and now you're gone

spin spin spin, i spin my mind around you
be here in a blink of an eye
carry me home through and through
see us birds fly to the night and die

and my heart stop beating
and my lungs stop breathing
because you stole them all away
my pain, my life, my secret, my love

meet me again someday
call me names, write me letters
as i'm bound to you
my nights depends on you

catch me

It is warm, this feeling i have
I don't know where it comes from
nor to whom it belongs to

my tears have secretly run dry
for i have them every moonlight

i am waiting in line, dear
standing still, mused
surrounded by fusses and deceptions
waiting, still

give me your hand, your hand
give me your shoulder, your touch
catch me, reach me
let me rest in your heart for a while