tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-129618932011-10-03T14:15:02.339+07:00These words are my own - From my heart flowssvyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-23534808786212611722009-02-18T13:01:00.000+07:002009-02-18T13:02:12.121+07:00chain me with these melodic heartbeat<br />i'm caffeine high<br />i'm thinking of you inside<br /><br />oh no, not now<br />i don't believe what i see<br />i won't believe what i feel<br /><br />my heart is torn<br />guarded<br />damaged<br />and it will never be yours<br />left with desperation alone<br />still i'm daydreaming for hours<br /><br />force me to smell the scent of you<br />i'm caffeine high<br />i do want you to be mine<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-2353480878621261172?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-48190256662730820862008-09-04T23:31:00.001+07:002008-09-04T23:33:09.041+07:00this thing<br />this sudden thing<br />blinds me with hope<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i see no one but you</span><br /><br />i won't break<br />everyone's watching<br />won't let them know<br />oh, how i miss you so<br /><br />hush dear... let's keep it quiet<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">hold my hand, let me be</span><br />time stops as we stand still<br />us daydream in serenity<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-4819025666273082086?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-29819742450188731222008-08-31T23:29:00.004+07:002008-08-31T23:39:00.627+07:00bukan cuma kamu<br />bukan cuma aku<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">dunia ini punya kita</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">hanya kita yang punya</span><br />hanya kita yang mampu bercerita... berbisik manja<br /><br />tentang remang rembulanku bersamamu<br />rintik hujan saat kita berselimut dalam cinta<br />desir angin dari kisi-kisi jendela<br />gugur daun dan kuntum bunga terakhir<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">p.s. spontaneously made, out of the blue. untitled, still. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">any idea?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-2981974245018873122?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-73753164104245710622008-07-25T13:18:00.004+07:002008-08-28T22:38:46.186+07:00spin spin spin, i spin my mind around you<br />be here in a blink of an eye<br />carry me home through and through<br />see us birds fly to the night and die<br /><br />and my heart stop beating<br />and my lungs stop breathing<br />because you stole them all away<br />my pain, my life, my secret, my love<br /><br />meet me again someday<br />call me names, write me letters<br />as i'm bound to you<br />my nights depends on you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-7375316410424571062?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-79340394819868812752008-07-15T12:54:00.003+07:002008-08-28T22:38:46.186+07:00It is warm, this feeling i have<br />I don't know where it comes from<br />nor to whom it belongs to<br /><br />my tears have secretly run dry<br />for i have them every moonlight<br /><br />i am waiting in line, dear<br />standing still, mused<br />surrounded by fusses and deceptions<br />waiting, still<br /><br />give me your hand, your hand<br />give me your shoulder, your touch<br />catch me, reach me<br />let me rest in your heart for a while<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-7934039481986881275?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-29848680641183775032008-05-11T11:24:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:38:46.187+07:00Aku ini cinta<br />cinta yang selalu ada<br />ketika orang berkata tidak ada cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu hadir<br />ketika orang berkata tidak perlu cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu memberi pengertian<br />ketika orang tidak mengerti apa arti cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu memberi bahagia<br />ketika belum pernah merasa cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu mengisi<br />ketika orang merasa hampa tanpa cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu menyakiti<br />ketika orang berpikir hidupnya penuh cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu tegar<br />ketika orang menangis karena cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu agung<br />ketika orang menginjak-injak cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu bersembunyi<br />ketika orang mencari-cari cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu kembali<br />ketika orang berusaha membuang cinta<br /><br />cinta yang selalu membuka mulutmu<br />ketika kau tak ingin mengatakan<br />aku cinta...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-2984868064118377503?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-25737269283463651442007-08-12T12:14:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:38:46.187+07:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">still here and there but far apart huh?</span><br /><br />guess i'd thank you<br />for letting me be what i am<br />though i might be a little different<br />but what difference does it make<br />when i cannot even wonder<br />if i am still for you or you for me<br />but as far as this heart may beat<br />i'd keep you inside the beat<br />so that every breath i endure<br />may whisper my ungiven love<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i can't say i miss you</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">because if i do...</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">my heart beats both slow and fast...</span><br /><br />but as far as we are still here and there<br />i think we can always keep this string<br />one or two every other days together<br />to tell you... that i am here and you are<br />there... but we always try to be one<br /><br />may God leads us both into whatever<br />path He chose<br />I'd see you around<br /><br />with irregular heartbeat and stumbled mind...<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">originally made: (yokko) 15032005 09:33</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-2573726928346365144?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-62631152778455549012007-08-01T17:15:00.002+07:002008-08-28T22:38:46.187+07:00Those blurring spots<br />haunted by the sunlight<br />breaking through the curtain<br />it caught me in serenity<br /><br />This place recalls your scent<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">your absence's still strong</span><br /><br />Forgetting your touch is not an option<br />you leave a mark i can't hide<br />nor can i embrace<br /><br />we'd guess we'd never be<br />and we were right<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">was orriginally made on: 18082006</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-6263115277845554901?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-63998985532316290442007-07-27T02:22:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:40:15.032+07:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">Wondering hey Love..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">wondering if you ever really love me at all</span><br /><br />Was it only because i caught your fall?<br />or a deep attach and winter fling?<br />or a desire to kiss?<br /><br />Will you leave me with no trace?<br />Please love<br />Try not to break my heart<br />I rather you scatter it to dust<br />only then that I shall feel no pain<br /><br />Were all nights and laughters and tears<br />disappear in a blink of an eye?<br />or<br />will you hang onto the thin red thread<br />we once promised upon?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">was originally made on: 14082006</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-6399898553231629044?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1158225475237665622006-09-14T06:52:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:40:47.968+07:00Kala ujung jemariku menyentuh wajahmu<br />detik terhenti<br />semuanya terasa begitu sempurna<br />begitu indah dalam gelap<br /><br />Kecupanmu adalah surga<br />rengkuhanmu adalah nirwana<br />kehangatanmu adalah nafasku<br />didalamnya aku hidup<br />aku berada<br /><br />Menelusuri tubuhmu adalah mimpi<br />mimpi yang tak terwujud hari ini<br />karena sang waktu tak mau peduli<br />tak akan ia beku selamanya untuk saat ini<br />saat kau dan aku satu<br /><br />Saat bahagia dashyat merasuk jiwa<br />nafasku memburu<br />degup jantungku menggema<br />dan bibirku membisikkan namamu<br /><br /><em style="font-weight: bold;">was originally made on: thursday 03112005, 01.52 am</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-115822547523766562?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1147378149443996872006-05-12T03:08:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:41:27.154+07:00this headache i feel<br />this wound i have<br />i drink alcohol and cheer to pain<br /><br />it stings in my neck<br />when a smile is not as pure<br />promise has no meaning<br /><br />my body is weak<br />is too tired to change<br />too tired to even try<br /><br />so i stand here still<br />still hoping to be reckoned<br />to be a part of someone's life<br /><br />it is done sincerely<br />when one is invisible<br />friendship hurts<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-114737814944399687?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1135357960123359802005-12-24T00:12:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:42:27.216+07:00silent<br />waitin for Christmas to come<br />with no one around<br /><br />thoughts in my mind<br />scrambled screamed scattered<br />freaking out<br />when no one around<br /><br />now my brain is on my palm<br />half full, hall empty?<br />be optimistic and true<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">soon i'll be gone</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">while no one around</span><br /><br />message from no one<br />tenderness from no one<br />traveling through time<br />fake me is the real me<br />when you are not around<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-113535796012335980?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1135019281634455892005-12-20T02:06:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:43:12.684+07:00bukan sayang<br />bukan aku ingin merubahmu<br />aku hanya bicara<br />mengutarakan kompleksitas diriku<br />betapa aku merasa terkurung dan sendiri<br />betapa inginku hadirmu di sini<br /><br />bukan jadi cengeng yang aku mau<br />itu bohong belaka<br />kau juga tahu itu<br /><br />dengarkan aku<br />pandanglah aku<br />sayangi aku<br />sejenak saja<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-113501928163445589?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1133556665930104332005-12-03T03:10:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:43:42.064+07:00sepi adalah kesendirian yang tanpa batas<br />cinta adalah keindahan dunia yang semu<br />tak ada yang nyata<br />hanya kau dan aku<br /><br />dalam setiap sentuhan<br />kecupan<br />tatapan<br /><br />detak jantung yang terdengar<br />desah nafas yang menggema<br />kita dan dunia<br /><br />diselubungi gelap malam<br />kerlip bintang dan redup lilin<br /><br />cukup<br /><br />karena hati kita satu<br />jiwa kita tak terpisahkan<br /><br />biar raga kita saja yang merana<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-113355666593010433?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1132526842128539462005-11-20T23:46:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:44:02.253+07:00sekali lagi<br />aku ingin bersandar di bahumu<br />sejenak pergi dari dunia<br />lepaskan beban di hati dan jiwa<br />masuk dalam pelukmu saja<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-113252684212853946?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1128864062530625212005-10-07T00:11:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:44:45.959+07:00setiap kali mata kupejamkan<br />sekujur tubuhku merasa<br />hadirmu tak mungkin ada di sini<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">setiap nafas yang kuhirup</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">sesak udara</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">sakit menghimpit di dada</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">akal sehatku tahu kau tak ada di sini</span><br /><br />sebab dalam setiap detik yang berlalu<br />jarum-jarum realita yang mengores kulitku<br />alunan cinta sumbang bergema di telingaku<br />senyuman manis tak tertuju padaku<br />tidak ada cinta untukku<br /><br />dan semakin lama aku berada di sini<br />semakin pedih dan sakit terasa<br />sampai kering tetes bening dan darah dari tubuhku<br />sampai saat itu pun aku harus tetap bertahan<br />entah mengapa<br />entah untuk siapa<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112886406253062521?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1125313525088812952005-08-27T22:23:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:45:32.614+07:00jiwaku berselimutkan kerinduan mendalam padamu<br />tiap detik yang terkenang<br />tiap sentuhan yang terbayang<br />saat mata ini kupejamkan<br />dadaku berdebar<br />seakan kau ada di sini saat ini<br />aura pelukanmu kurasakan ditubuhku<br />hangat dan penuh cinta<br />walaupun sesaat<br />dan aku pun dapat terlelap dalam mimpiku bersamamu<br />malam ini<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">saturday 22.23 27082005</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112531352508881295?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1122012382437769702005-07-18T13:01:00.002+07:002008-08-28T22:46:29.361+07:00Kita berada di sini<br />namun kita tak pernah satu<br />hanya raga-raga kosong yang telah ditinggalkan jiwa<br />tanpa tawa, hanya diam<br /><br />Tak pernah kumerasakan tatapan cinta<br />belaian sayang<br />ataupun pelukan kasih<br />Yang ada hanya sebuah tembok pemisah bernama <span style="font-weight: bold;">GENGSI</span><br /><br />Dari merekalah aku belajar dunia<br />Dunia yang dicipta haya untukku<br />Kehidupan monoton tanpa berkas senyuman<br />Dari merekalah aku tahu bahwa cinta tak pernah ada<br />cukup kebersamaan yang hampa<br />itu saja<br /><br />Tawa adalah <span style="font-weight: bold;">FANA</span><br />Tangis adalah <span style="font-weight: bold;">DUSTA</span><br />Sahabat adalah <span style="font-weight: bold;">CELAKA</span><br />Cinta adalah <span style="font-weight: bold;">DERITA</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112201238243776970?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1121410314858771602005-07-15T13:46:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:47:03.331+07:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">Hai kau patung dalam kaca</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ceritakan padaku tentang indahnya dunia</span><br />Kala semua orang memujamu<br />berdecak tanpa henti<br />Layaknya kau begitu sempurna<br /><br />Akankah kau merasa kehilangan?<br />saat kau beranjak tua dan kehilangan kharisma<br />Ketika kilauan permata tak lagi memahkotaimu<br />satu per satu akan beranjak pergi<br />Bosan akan keberadaanmu<br />Akankah kau mengalami semua itu?<br /><br />Aku kan menunggu saat itu<br />Aku kan kembali tuk bertanya<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hai patung dalam kaca</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ceritakan padaku tentang kejamnya dunia</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">val - December 04</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112141031485877160?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1125315147295663552005-07-10T18:26:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:47:26.086+07:00Derak kereta berarak bergemuruh di telingaku<br />semua orang datang<br />semua orang pergi<br />Hanya aku yang belum beranjak dari tempat ini<br /><br />Tak mengerti kemana akan kubawa diri pergi<br />terlalu besar batas yang ingin kujalani<br />Mungkinkah dalam sekejap aku dapat kembali ke pangkuanmu?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112531514729566355?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1122011791872823232005-07-10T12:53:00.001+07:002008-08-28T22:47:47.518+07:00Aku takut<br />sendirian<br />Gemetar tubuhku seakan tanpa henti<br />Sesak nafasku seakan beribu pisau es menghujam dadaku<br />Tanganku tak mampu menggapai<br /><br />Hanya aku berselimutkan kegelapan<br />bukan dalam malan, bukan dalam jurang<br />Dalam pusat bumi adanya diriku<br /><br />Kakiku terpaku<br />mulutku membisu<br />namun sura dalam otakku keras menggema<br />"Hidupmu sudah tanpa arti"<br />"Patutlah kau enyah dari muka bumi"<br /><br />Disinilah aku tinggal<br />terjerat dalam gelap tanpa akhir<br />Terbelenggu dalam keputusasaan<br />menangis dalam ketidakberdayaan<br />Oh Tuhan, akahkah aku mampu bertahan?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112201179187282323?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12961893.post-1121421879756632302005-07-08T16:49:00.000+07:002005-07-22T13:07:19.483+07:00Tolong katakan padaku!<br />apakah aku harus pergi ataukah tetap di sini?<br />Aku kini tak mengerti<br />dan mungkin bahkan tak peduli<br />Apakah aku harus tetap menanti 1000 tahun lagi?<br />saat manusia tak lagi memandang kasta dan agama<br />yang mereka tahu hanyalah bagaimana mencinta<br />Apakah aku sanggup menjalani hidup tanpa harapan dan cinta?<br />atau kepastian yang tak kunjung tiba?<br />Apakah aku mampu bertahan dengan hanya berbekal sebuah penantian?<br />Akankah 1000 tahun lagi kita boleh menjadi yang-tak-terpisahkan-manusia?<br />Akankah pada saat itu kau masih mencintaiku sebanyak ini?<br />Akankah manusia hanya melihat cinta di antara kita dan bukannya perbedaan yang nyata?<br />akankah dunia tetap seperti ini?<br />Namun di atas semua itu<br />akankah aku sabar menanti?<br />Sayang, sungguh ku takut aku tlah mati sebelum dapat merengkuhmu kembali<br />Akankah penantianku cukup sampai di sini?<br />Aku tak tahu<br />Aku sungguh tak tahu.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12961893-112142187975663230?l=svya-poems.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>svyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05434037343054277263noreply@blogger.com0